My Testimony
I kind of new why Jesus died for us on the cross, I knew that if we ask forgiveness for our sins, he will forgive us. I was confirmed at St. Johns Catholic church at the age of 12, and I hated going every Wednesday to class because I was treated different by the kids and the teachers. The kids would make fun of me because I couldn’t remember the prayer as we went into confession. I knew all I needed to do was get confirmed and I was out of there! My mom knew how much I wanted to get out of the church, and witnessed every night I would come home crying, saying I hated the church! I would always get made fun of, during middle school, and high school, it got so bad that I wanted kill myself multiple times, because I knew that life would be so much better than here, getting bullied everyday. In high school, the depression got really bad, I would isolate myself from my family. I would join sports, just so my parents wouldn’t be worried about me, and put on this fake smile and so everyone would think Kaycee is alright. When Graduation came, I was really happy, that I got out of that place, I started college, and everything seemed great but then the depression started coming back, I knew there was something missing. Last semester I came to Bryan, Texas, to start Blinn College in the Fall, and most of that semester I don’t remember. I would party every weekend, I would take more of my depression pills than I needed, just to feel happy at that moment. I do remember, that everytime me and my roommates would go to walmart, I would be curious about this building that would say, Antioch Community Church, but I would always this feeling, what if they make fun of me? What if they wont like me? I never been to a church where they accepted me as me, and not judge me by my past!
I accepted Jesus as my Savior on January 31, 2014. My life has become so much better! NO MORE DRUGS, ALCOHOL, OR LUST haunting me anymore! I am and forever now on SERVING GOD!!
I am now working at Hudson Creek Alzheimer's Special Care Center in Bryan, TX, and going to Blinn College and working on my nursing degree! :)
TODAY I AM CLOSING THE DOORS OF MY PAST, AND OPENING A NEW DOOR TO MY SALVATION AS A NEW KAYCEE!
I kind of new why Jesus died for us on the cross, I knew that if we ask forgiveness for our sins, he will forgive us. I was confirmed at St. Johns Catholic church at the age of 12, and I hated going every Wednesday to class because I was treated different by the kids and the teachers. The kids would make fun of me because I couldn’t remember the prayer as we went into confession. I knew all I needed to do was get confirmed and I was out of there! My mom knew how much I wanted to get out of the church, and witnessed every night I would come home crying, saying I hated the church! I would always get made fun of, during middle school, and high school, it got so bad that I wanted kill myself multiple times, because I knew that life would be so much better than here, getting bullied everyday. In high school, the depression got really bad, I would isolate myself from my family. I would join sports, just so my parents wouldn’t be worried about me, and put on this fake smile and so everyone would think Kaycee is alright. When Graduation came, I was really happy, that I got out of that place, I started college, and everything seemed great but then the depression started coming back, I knew there was something missing. Last semester I came to Bryan, Texas, to start Blinn College in the Fall, and most of that semester I don’t remember. I would party every weekend, I would take more of my depression pills than I needed, just to feel happy at that moment. I do remember, that everytime me and my roommates would go to walmart, I would be curious about this building that would say, Antioch Community Church, but I would always this feeling, what if they make fun of me? What if they wont like me? I never been to a church where they accepted me as me, and not judge me by my past!
I accepted Jesus as my Savior on January 31, 2014. My life has become so much better! NO MORE DRUGS, ALCOHOL, OR LUST haunting me anymore! I am and forever now on SERVING GOD!!
I am now working at Hudson Creek Alzheimer's Special Care Center in Bryan, TX, and going to Blinn College and working on my nursing degree! :)
TODAY I AM CLOSING THE DOORS OF MY PAST, AND OPENING A NEW DOOR TO MY SALVATION AS A NEW KAYCEE!
